This is why despite how much hatred I harbor for the American Empire, it is still the country I reside in and despite all my rage and hatred towards the country as a whole, I still pray that its collapse will be (relatively) peaceful and painless - although I know very well the chances of that are near zero.

Lol I was literally born there and is fluent in the language. I ended up in the US in the first place because my parents are the type of Asians to unironically think that China is literally worse than Nazi Germany and the US is the best country in the world