I bought myself some more clothes, in addition to the skirt I have, and got a slightly more fem haircut and I was expecting a boost in euphoria, but instead… nothing. the only thing is that dysphoria was reduced, is it normal? maybe will hrt help here?
For me personally, it has varied a lot over time. I’ve been on HRT for three years. Last year, I reached a “stalled” point in my transition, where it felt like I wasn’t making any progress. But my goodness, six months later my boobs are bigger and rounder, I seem to be getting actual curves, and I have so many tasks I’m working on: voice therapy, surgery consultations, began learning makeup, electrolysis, just bought a bunch of outfits I like, and I’m going out in public as my true self - a woman!
I’m feeling euphoria every day now, whereas a year ago it was rare. I recommend not chasing euphoria, but enjoy it when it comes, and otherwise try to live in a comfortable and authentic way for yourself. Build as much of a support network as possible, because it’s hard to do this alone. From my partner to my doctors, therapists, friends and allies along the way, they have all helped me find the courage to do this, to fight the dysphoria and discover the euphoria :)